se=regret a bit..

ahhh!! had se practice juz now..was worse than expected![thats really really bad..]we didnt do much..only 3 sec ones..me,gloria and a girl called en ning[i think spell liddat] shes yimmy's classm8...we get to go for syf if u wanna! yay..i wanna go.. but practice was like...umm...sian? lol..didnt do much! we just followed a little during the pizzicato..sian ah!...we dontch have the scores![will give us nxt week] and we didnt know the songs!lol! they play so fast lehh!!!XD..anyways! counted le...lionel hit me five times le since schl reopen!!!XD lol!!not really hit larh actually..just with pencil case only..XD o yea and his glasses case which he uses to keep the coins for our class funds!XD..working on new blogskin again..actually finish wan le..but yesterday didnt save then mouse fell hit cpu comp died then everything gone ='( so redoing now! wheee...dontch know where wp is!XD

NEW SKIN AGAIN!

wheee! like me new skin???yayyy!!! i did it again!!wheee.its difficult okay! so nice the feeling..XD i can go and submit lots of blogskin to blogskin.com le!!! yayyy! but i wont! lol! selfish me!XD..nxt time first la!wheee..wheeeeeeee...going to take screenshot.XD.eheeee

lol*edited*

*listening to simple plan - when im with u*
deleted the "sinhui" thingy."why bother with what she does?"-little voice in my head says..
mom's cousin got married.shes sooo pretty but she married some fat short guy..who's not like rich either..ew..then her parents so rich..she marry fat short ugly poor man??! what is the world coming to?! but anyways..she looked really really happy. well gd for her!hope she'll be alwiz so happy..hope she'll get her happily ever after![wp...u KNOWE?*points to "happily ever after"] hmmm hope when i grow up will be as happy as her!!wheee!!i can dream!!..whoa got se practice on monday[tml] ahhhh!! sian, muz bring violin!!ahhh! heavy sia!
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Today it rained in L.A.
Smog's been beaten down for awhile
Drove up a hill where I could feel the ocean...
And see for miles
Feels like the top of the world
Right here the world's all mine
Here i lie watching the cars on the highway
You're one of those lights that's driving away
I'm standing in the dark wondering where you are
I'm leaving my heart here in Echo Park.
Today you said you were leaving,
Couldn't let you see me cry
You can take what you want to
But won't let you take my pride
Feels like the top of the world
Right here the world's all mine

Here i lie watching the cars on the highway
You're one of those lights that's driving away
I'm standing in the dark wondering where you are
I'm leaving my heart here in Echo Park.
And the cars look smaller from here
And the sky looks bigger from here
And now that everything is clear
Everything falls apart...

Here i lie watching the cars on the highway
You're one of those lights that's driving away
I'm standing in the dark wondering where you are...
Wondering where you are... in Echo Park, in Echo Park!

got into se!

yayyy...got into se! results were out yesterdayy.but didnt post yesterday cos comp had prob..ughh..gloria,me and one other girl gotta go for practice on monday!! whee!!! i think they letting us go for syf!!XD.yesterday after schl had field trip to china town..siann.not fair lor..only dhp and gep needed to go..they very mean..somemore make us carry our schl bags and files with us..whoa seah so heavy okay!! nearly died.my shoulders hurt like crazy..then we just go in our grps of six..no teachers!! only mr yeo walking around..=.=''...remind me never to go to china town agn! we went back to the place where the bus was gonna pick us up an hour b4 time was up..lol already so many were there..when lion-elf[lionel] came back..things were a bit more LAME..duhh..got one gayish pic of lionel!!haha!look at him!!so funnyyy

se..!! i think..=)

i appealed to string ensemble le just now! wheee. teacher said no promises...but she looked quite hopeful..she sd no promises cos they were already full AND th decision lay with the schl[mr chew i think]and anyways mr chew was the one who asked me go look for her..! wheee.. hope i get in..X).. a bit sad still abt eds..not supposed to have happened wan..i get everything i want...=( ..welll..... then cs leh? seemed quite OKAY.. just the chinese part..ughh..dontch care la...i like se..=) i think...XD

confused..leave me alone! go away!no stay...!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dontch knowe le.. one big mess im in.. so many problems. a few i will not share with u..

one big mess.i wish i wish i wish..i put string ensemble as first choice..violin.so ez!i'll be happy there.at least id get in quite sure..why i stupid go and put my name down for cs? huh? i cn go for eds audition feeling alright! i can go and plead for them to let me into se. but if i dontch get into those HOW? i'll be left with NPCC!? no way..not supposed to happen to me.im supposed to have gotten into eds straight? WHY?? all mr ken's fault..why he have to be at the audition?!WHY??he makes things so hard.saw him i got a shock.messed up.forgot everything...ughhh..its all his fault.now im in this big fat mess.soo..cs? issit? i dontch like to be there.. i like to be in se.i like to be in eds...AHHHHH!!!!!

appeal to eds! whee!!!

i appealed to go into eds!! whee! must go for another audition! phewww mr ken is my language arts teacher! so ez go ask him if can let us into eds..wheee. yue huan and yi ling also!..hilda is going to appeal for chinese orchestra! everythings gr8 except... donnoe how to go tell cs teacher not joining her dance if we get in! dammit! then mr chew how?what if he key into comp our cca already? HUH? dammit la! so shitty... wish didnt try for cs..ughhh.anyways..hope i get into eds!!!!!! ahhhhh! i still remember the dance...! YAY! justt now stayed back in schl do cny project thingy.. wheee..had scince test just now..bleaghhh..but it was quite ez! anddd got geog test and maths test on friday!! ughhh!!! annoying..sian!!!im starting to not like maths liao..its so sian.. i rather do normal problem sums! i love problem sums.. haii!!! welll.. dontch care..think i like um...computer class bez! whee! o yea and lang arts getta watch movie! ehee. >.<
ughh back frm schl so late today! ahh!

new blogskin

whee..i lurve me new blogskin!=D.made it mahself!pleaseee dontch steal my animation..the one of the girl..its got my url on it.i made it.so dontch take it and use elsewhere kay?ty!=)

eds.eds.damm u!!_|_!!

haha, i didnt get into eds..!!! why?!?! o well.>.< dontch care le.!!got into cs dance YAY.its the same i guess. just in chinese!!well.its NOT chinese dance.. so dontch xiang wai wai!!!lol...>.<..joanna and elicia also didnt get into eds! I think theyre mad.ELICIA! they didnt let her in.XIAO!insanity!..wheee!!!not bothering to appeal. so..now.. im in cs dance and golf for enrichment la! WHEEE..is that good? i dontch knowe hehe.guess its OKAY. o yea! joylynn and hilda are in it too.wheee.begged the teacher let us go cs dance.cs teacher asked if we were guai and dance must work very hard lol we said YES!!..and all that was left was npcc and golf.NO WAY will we join npcc or golf for core cca.*puke.puke**yeap. guess we're lucky! yue huan and yi ling didnt get into cs dance..=( ....think no space liao.heng we asked earlier.phewphewphew..joanna and elicia trying golf.see if they take em..if not..npcc! hope they get into golf! wheee!=)

blahhh

erhem..>.<..i go new nickname..yay!..im called "so lame" apparently it sounds like sulin >..<..going to work on blog agn..ehee

life's a bitch

lifes a bitch.dontch u think? i do.suddenly i feel so lost..i am going to change my blogskin..soon..im gonna make it black.yup..but first i needa time.. hehe.1 week i think...haiii...o yea went for chinese tuition just now.was OKAY i guess...

violin.?

*listening to christina aguilera-beautiful**
lol. violin was quite fun today [for ONCE]. =) lao shi wasnt here to teach me he went for some skin thingy. it was xiao lee lao shi. hes very funny. hes also very old. his eyes open big big look at me. then everytimei play then he say "na jiu dui le!dui le!" whoa.. lol. then he teach me no need play kaiser! YESH! i hate kaiser. ewww..he teach me juz play exam pieces, scales and appregios. so funn.. then after class he rush out of lao shi's house so fast. lol. make me follow. take lift. aihhhh.. wanted to slowly pack wait for REAL mom wan.but.. o wellx. went downstairs to wait. sat on a bench and continued my book..=)

sad kidd**

*listening to busted-thunderbirds are go**

='( i just remebered..mommy pormised that i would get to go to a busted concert if there was one in singapore or if there was one when we were in england for holiday or something..now busted wont have anymore concerts and i didnt get to go to a single one. but got to go to blue's concert when i dont like blue as much.. ='( its so depressing. i'll never get to see busted live.. waaaaaa.... ='(.. i think i'll change my blog music to some busted song for a few days...soon...

BUSTED SPLIT

BUSTED SPLIT LAST FRIDAY. U KNOWE? HOW COME I NOW ONLY KNOWE? AND IM THEIR NUMBER ONE FAN. CHARLIE SUCKX FOREVER ITS ALL HIS FAULT! FIGHTSTAR SUCK SO MUCH. THEY PLAY IN SMALL PLACES. HAVE THEY GOT A HIT WHICH IS ON THE CHARTS? NOT EVEN LAST PLACE ON THE CHARTS.AND BUSTED CAN TOP IT.U KNOWE? im gonna cry. ='(.
BUSTED
-2004 BRITS.
+BEST BAND
+BEST POP ACT
+BEST NEWCOMER

u knowe?every month for a year. AN ENTIRE YEAR AND A BIT MORE. TOP OF THE POPS POLL BUSTED NEVER FAIL TO TOP IT. MONTH AFTER MONTH.its so sad, now what? McFLY's gnona take over? it'll hurt alot if that happens. McFLY do NOTHING BUT COPY busted.. they SUCK.. no talent. nothing.u knowe? my four walls.covered in busted posters.only to knowe they dont exist anymore.busted is history.why..?

sighh**[happy sigh]

*listening to ryan cabrera-blind sight**
o lookie at my bloggie!todayyy ive done a few thingx..

+pink and whitee snowflakes
+i have made the words at the window status move!
+i have added some txt to the words at the window status part!
+i have put my "MY happily ever after; white + pink; v1.5; 2005;[heartx3]" at the top of my blog!
+i have posted[=.='']

other than the last thing, the rez took me a whole half an afternoon!aihh...but im pleased..i like the snowflakes loads..=D
finished loads of my book.think i'll be done soon..XD
i think im high todayy.been pleased the all day long. im maddd.
cant stop laughing for some reason.everything seems so funnie XD

ps. if u peepx have any nice html codes can givve mee?=D

pps. ure a pig j/k!

i did it..!

i did it!!i did it..! yay. im lame but yayyy!! my first blogskin i did completely by myself! yay its doneee!!!i like itt! =D *big grin***

fnished***

yay! ive just finished my geog homework! yipee tml get to go computer lab for two different classes.science and comp..now since i am freeeeeee =) im going to do something about my blogskin agn! yesh. im gonna add more cute pictures..=D*big grin***

smooch***

I am Sakura!! =)

Which Naruto Character Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

babeh its eu!

"to anyone else,
he probably looked worse.
to me, he resembled an angel.
a poor,sad,beautiful angel.

his hurt swallowed mine,
like space swallows time,
and the two intertwine.
we tangled together."

"GIRLS GET SCREWED.
not that kind of screwed,
what i mean is,
they're always on the short end of things.
the way things work,
how guys feel great,
but make girls feel cheap for doing exactly what they beg for.
the way they get to play with eu,
all the while claiming they love eu and making eu believe its true."
[quotations.meaningless?*doubtful*]
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*listening to ryan cabrera-40 kinds of sadness**

i very bad luck.haix nvm dowan talk about it.i finished one third or so of my book.so pleased.

-think about thish.[then tell me on msn]
>can u love two different people the same amount at the same time?how do u choose?
-my answer
>yeahh.i dont know why also.lol.

secretx

"even good girls have secrets,
ones their best friends must guess.
Who do they turn to on lonely moon-shadowed sidewalks?
id love to hear them confess:
who do they become when night descends,
a cool puff of smoke,
and vampires come out to party?"

"i suppose shes always been there,
vague as a soft copper pulse of moonlight
through blossoming seacost fog."

"i remember the night i first let her go,
opened the smeared glass,
one thin pane,
cellophane between rules and sin,
freed."

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went to borders juz now.bought a book.thick book.and im loving it.

read

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move
till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think
I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the awnsers
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

-read-
ill be there for you when the rain starts to fall.
ill be there for u like u were there for me before.
ill be there for you cos uve been there for me too.
-friends 1994-2004-

nice hor? yea.. =)

o yea

o yea.i decided that if i dont get into EDS, it would be the end of my life.. cos most likely i'll be stuck in girl guides and its really really bad to be in a uniformed grp..and i'll be suffering for 4-6 long yrs. cos i dont want to be black like them,i dont want to wear uniform, i dont want to learn how to cook bla bla bla, i dont want to get near to nature cos i hate nature now and forever, and uniformed groups are SUPER lame. so.. HAI..girl guides SUCK FOREVER!!!!..wheeee..>.<

BLEAGH

...hai hai HAII... >.<...i messed up BIG TIME for EDS auditions just now.okay fine. not so bad larh..but i feel horrible.i practised that stoopid dance for like 3 and a half hours..>.<... it was so.."right"..go in.. stoopid mr ken larh.all his fault.. smile smile smile. until i nervous like sheet. i had to restart 3 times before i got it right. lucky they were very nice..and luckily the head of dance before that told us when her audition she only remembered 1/4 of the dance. pheww...went for debates audition. pheww. went quite well. stoopid wan larh. prepare the drama they nvr ask me to do cos i did dance liaox. and i sd i like dance and debates.. >.<...

haix

haix..i think i am mad.. im wasting like so much time.. better go look for pictures for geog.i dont know WHAT im going to do tml for eds audition...i changed my blogskin a little. haix. i dont know what i did that for..i wish i had just chosen string ensemble or golf as core cca.. haix haix haix.. tell me larhx. how to pretend choke on fishball?how to act like lemon tree man when i cnt remember what he did? how to get stuck in toilet bowl?? how to pretend commit suicide?do in group or solo? why all these things never say?!?! now i dont know how... say do with elizabeth..scared no time tml. HOW???? die die die sia.. dinner time.. haix..

kayy

kayy... maths and science rulez . geog and history sux . hcl and lit are okayyy... hai hai haix. so much hw... second day only hai hai haix... i will do geog during weekend. lol i finish science ws liao! yay!!!!history thing tml then do in class haix. i dont want to do it. not fairrr. =Þ ....

geog sux

geog sux! i hate it! i dont understand it! so difficult! i hate those donno what lithospheres... and i dont like Mrs Chin either.. =( haix... got collage to do already!! ='( ... and i havent got lang arts books... =( stooopid bookshop no stock!!! andddd i dont like history!!! that conceited BRAT! tsk tsk tsk.. =(.

done

i am done!!! yesh...whoopeee!!! like the pictures??? i lost one critter.. so hard to do that stupid critter and its missing .. ='(. im going to look for it nowww...