confused..leave me alone! go away!no stay...!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dontch knowe le.. one big mess im in.. so many problems. a few i will not share with u..

one big mess.i wish i wish i wish..i put string ensemble as first choice..violin.so ez!i'll be happy there.at least id get in quite sure..why i stupid go and put my name down for cs? huh? i cn go for eds audition feeling alright! i can go and plead for them to let me into se. but if i dontch get into those HOW? i'll be left with NPCC!? no way..not supposed to happen to me.im supposed to have gotten into eds straight? WHY?? all mr ken's fault..why he have to be at the audition?!WHY??he makes things so hard.saw him i got a shock.messed up.forgot everything...ughhh..its all his fault.now im in this big fat mess.soo..cs? issit? i dontch like to be there.. i like to be in se.i like to be in eds...AHHHHH!!!!!